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stories from south of market
At that moment I told myself that there was no place I would rather be then on the train, with these friends, heading toward the park on a Sunday afternoon. This was the truth. Other truths I found out that day. Sailu can ride a unicycle. Greg was in the hospital with pneumonia on his first birthday. In the eighth grade, boys often pinched Meg’s butt. Anju was a breech baby. Evan owned four bicycles when he was sixteen. Each person told two truths and one lie, and the rest of the group had to pick out the lie. The six of us played this game under a very bright sun in Yerba Buena Gardens. Here were some of my truths. A coffee can full of worms fell on my head and I had to get stitches. When I was little I got lost at a college football game. Once I burned my nipple on a muffler. These were the bits of my childhood that I shared. The truth that mattered: I hadn’t cried in two years. Today I did.
Still reeling from lingering hangovers, the six of us climbed out of the Powell street station and headed toward the nearest café. After filling our bellies, we took off for the park. Evan suggested we go through the Martin Luther King Memorial. With the cascading water shielding the city noise, all of us silently walked through the memorial and read the quotes inscribed on the glass panels. The words spoke to me. They reminded me of things that didn’t make sense, like all the bums and the poor and the lonely that live together with the beautiful buildings and incredible San Francisco sky. And, knowing that everyone else was not only reading but hearing too, made me cry. Afterward, we played the truth-telling game with the same mutual understanding and trust. It made my soul light again. I hope for more days like these.
jake
New enough to wonder why any thoughts I might have about the place might be of relevance to longtime residents, but then again that's the feeling I'm trying to convey. I moved down from Montréal on the 29th of November. Tech job, nice company on Third street, near Townsend. Makes me homesick, because my fiancée's name is Townsend. She'll be joining me in a few months, but every time I reach my office I think of her and feel just a little bit alone. On the other hand, the company that occupies the floor below me at work is the same one that occupied my previous job's offices back in Montréal. A little surreal, that. But my life isn't about work. Now that I'm here, I had the usual pressure to find a place to stay, and ended up signing a lease in a new tower on Beale street, right near the overpass, the Bay Bridge, across from a warehouse but in no way a residential kind of place. A nice enough, small place, but not what I'd imagined. When I decided to come to the city, it was in no small part to shake up my life; at 29 I was feeling somewhat stale. SoMa clashes so strongly with the other parts of this city I barely know that I feel compelled at this late hour to try and write something relevant about a barren, concrete-encrusted stretch of industrial reclamation which contrasts so sharply with the concentrated consumerism of Union Square of the postcard-perfect stretch of Union street in Pacific Heights where I stayed at corporate digs while looking for my own space. Back home, living in a warehouse district like this would mean funky industrial lofts or serious squattery, and something in me wishes that were my scene now. Here, the relentless encroachment of an ever-increasing population of tech-sorts needing a roost has opened up unlikely lots like mine to high-rent human habitation. (I had a nice place in Montréal; big and victorian and pretty; I could rent it five times for what I'm paying here.) But there's something about the fact that if I head out into the streets right now, I won't find much; after dark, with the exception of a few bars I've seen, the area rolls itself up and waits for morning's businessmen to bring it to life once more. Something about this that, despite the building's relentless attempts to provide all the comforts of a real home, an underlying isolation leaves me surfing sites like this and typing undisciplinedly into the wee hours trying to put my finger on a pulse I can't yet feel but know is there. I'm writing this mainly so that in six months or a year I can come back and see what I was trying so inadequately to express tonight, and maybe follow it up with something clever and insightful. Or maybe I'll still be looking for answers to questions I don't know how to phrase. Ross
We got to the club early and started drinkin'. San Francisco sure is an adult Disneyland. There are so many people, all dressed in black with leather jackets. Everyone looks so sophisticated. And the women are real friendly. No one had heard of Netwerk Electric before, so it was fun to be the only "fans" of the band in the room, and we proceeded to tell everyone that these guys were a great band. Netwerk came out and played a fantastic show. I did stand out as a tourist, since I was not wearing a leather jacket, but that is ok. After the show we went to the Power Exchange and hung out till like four in the morning. I do love San Francisco
wundershoes
Jessi
{ 15 April 2005: Posting has been discontinued. }
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